Clare Kirwan

 

Return


 

It’s me. I’m back

with my eye in a sling

and one broken wing

like a raped angel.

 

With this old-fashioned mouth

full of missing words

(lost en route – used up,

worn out and given away.)

 

With snapshots of

the moon from different angles,

and a string of stray dogs

the length of a highway,

 

with a thing for stray gods:

bruised from falling,

and tattoos of heaven

cut from their skin.

 

I’m a gilded jigsaw

so pick up the pieces,

at least fill in the edges,

but leave the sky – it’s too hard.

 

I’m a yard sale on legs,

some parts haven’t worked for years:

going cheap this rusty heart,

this unwanted gift of love.

 

It’s me. I’m back,

one hand on the door,

one finger on the hair-trigger

smile I kept dry for you.

 

I’d have sent a postcard,

I’d have called,

but the long walk is no place

for instant reminiscences.

 

You make your own rules,

and these were mine:

never look forward, never look back,

keep throwing the stars

 

over your left shoulder

into the eye of the devil,

take what you need,

and leave what you can’t finish…


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