Claire Askew
Claire Askew
My Parents’ Cat
You could be forgiven
if you mistook her
for a footstool at first.
Balled in on herself
like a stocking,
she rejects a warm chair
for the circle of rug
right where your feet
ought to go. Tiny tigress
in nun’s clothing,
she has found a jungle
in the table legs,
and elected herself queen.
You can’t touch her.
Here is a cat from whom
you can coorie no crumb
of human affection.
Lift her –
she’ll put up her paws
like a boxer,
push the soft pads
to your eyelid
with a look that says
‘you know I would.’
She doesn’t blunt her claws
for just anyone,
but she blesses
each clean bedspread
with dust-bath,
sparrow’s blood;
bringer of death.
Little ghost,
she is miraculous
in the dark:
the faint white flash
of her upturned face
the only light
she’ll lend you.
Ode to a Typewriter
I found you drowning:
ditched in a joiner's skip
on the corner of Keir Street,
one flint edge
in a flotsam of joists
and shavings.
I hauled you home --
together we chattered
through the close like children --
your tines skittered
as I swung you under my arm
like a sibling.
In the flat I stuffed you
with foolscap, explored
the loose tooth of every key
like a lover. You spat back --
scattered my strokes
hot and black on the page.
You're perfect. My Bakelite baby --
your four-bank alphabet
beats and rebounds,
beats and rebounds like a heart.
We're partners, you and I, in crime --
we keep the neighbours up all night.
Absence
Alone in a kitchen on the corner
of West Port and Bread Street
at rush hour - strippers sharing cigarettes
in the stairwell, and at the window
a skiffle of rain. The record needle skates,
stutters in the final groove, and the room
foams with static. I break a plate, almost
on purpose, then pack the naked pieces
in newspaper. On the table, a snarl
of hard milk in a carton, a cup of coffee
turning stagnant and cold, breadrolls
curled like fists. I skate your name
in the sideboard's skin of dust, and hope
like all hell you'll come home.
Cadaverine Magazine 2009