What is wrong with me?  Why do I like wearing female clothes?  Why do I have dreams about being a girl? Life sucks!   At least I’m not homosexual-I don’t like guys. Yuck, what a terrible thought to be a homosexual.  Gees-I can’t say anything about this to anyone. They’ll put me in a nut house or in a reform school. I’ll surely be going to hell.  When God judges me in front of the entire world it will be so embarrassing.  I wonder if this is a mortal sin.  Of course I can’t ask anyone.  I don’t remember the nuns mentioning it in their book of sins. That’s a pretty comprehensive book.  Maybe they never heard of it. I’m probably the only person in the world that does this.