Marc Estrin
Marc Estrin
Fiction
Insect Dreams, The Half Life of Gregor Samsa
(2002)

And yet, why should such miraculous devolution necessarily be negative? Are stem cells to be despised? Was it not time -- and is it not time still -- for humanity to step back from its precarious evolution to consider other paths? Could Gregor be a gift, as well as a warning, offering us new insight into human possibility?
My Gregor Samsa is all that Kafka's never got to be: a humane visionary, speaking truth to power. A six-foot, talking cockroach with an ethical agenda is easily dismissed by those in high position. Nevertheless, Gregor affected many in Prague, Vienna, New York, Washington, and Los Alamos, on his spiritual path toward ground zero. His quest had much effect on the world around him, mostly for the better. Read author essay Read reviews
The Education of Arnold Hitler
(2005)

Arnold grows up in Texas where his name was his father’s name, a name that in the late thirties seemed to have been swiped by some German. All goes well for the talented southern boy – quarterback, chess prodigy, wonderful first girlfriend, experiencing the civil rights movement and Vietnam – until he arrives at Harvard. There, in sophisticated Cambridge, his name becomes a problem.
He is shunned in classes, can’t find a girl. “Change your name,” Noam Chomsky advises. “But it’s my name. It was my father’s name. I’m not Adolf Hitler, I’m Arnold. He’s dead. I’m someone different.”
Good luck. Alas, words are not as rationally owned as they pretend.
Arnold of the problematical last name is confronted by a series of unsavory types – as yin must cross with yang – and suffers the consequences. He is tempted by one satanic rogue to become a Jew, to explore his role as a pariah. A Vergil takes him on a tour of hellish New York, where he cannot find a place to live, but meets a fascinating woman, an artist trying to understand evil – and her neo-Nazi gang.
Arnold Hitler is fated to endure a quality education before he can call himself a man. Read author essay Read reviews
(2006)

The Jewish community was trembling in fear: the handwriting was on the wall. So their chief rabbi, the sainted Rabbi Loew, went to the banks of the Vlatava, dug barrowfuls of river clay, and brought them up to the attic of the Altneu Synagogue, a most strange building still standing in the old town. There, he fashioned a huge clay man, and like Victor Frankenstein three centuries later, brought his creature to life. And again, like Victor Frankenstein, he was to see that creature turn against him and break the bonds of its limited creation.
The golem story resonates through time and many cultures: man must beware of stepping beyond his limits. We, in our world, have built our own golems — the huge security apparatus stirring in our laboratories comes readily to mind. The SUVs with which we empower and guard ourselves are taking their toll. And the most dangerous golems of all are at play in the minds of individuals who lust to be invulnerable.
Alan Krieger is one such being, a genius of sorts — poet, musician, homme de thêatre, a man well-read in the entire reference frame of western culture — but you wouldn’t want to bring him home, so sickened and sick. Alan has come to think certain folks are out to get him and his, and decides to turn himself into a golem to protect his people and their cultural hoard. Is his a legitimate project? What would YHWH say? So he asks — and gets the answer he was hoping for.
But can such a golemesque project succeed? Is it containable in a human frame — even Alan’s overweight one? Is “chosenness” mere self-esteem gone wild? This is the struggle portrayed in the book. Read author essay Read reviews
The Lamentations of Julius Marantz
(2007)

After seeing the destruction it has caused, Julius is ready to spill the beans and expose the entire affair. He therefore becomes a target of his own invention. Nice death sequence at the end, with Julius swinging on the abandoned parachute jump in his childhood Coney Island, awaiting his forced ascension. Interesting back story of a kid growing up in CI, inspired to become a physicist by his experience on the rides.
Along the way, a bark-mitzvah for a doggy, an apostate/conversion-event, a Christian motorcycle gang, and some interesting physics. Relevant when written, and becoming more so daily. The book is about rising and falling. Read reviews
The Annotated Nose
Artwork by Delia Robinson
(2008)

According to its hero, Alexei Pigov, Mr. Hundwasser, wrapping himself as ever in “poetic license”, not only misrepresented him and his projects worldwide, making free with the facts, but beyond the page forced real Alexei to act out many of his get-rich strategies for stardom. Get rich they did, of course, and famous. But for the real Alexei Pigov, it was -- and is -- important that the true story be known. Veritas vos liberabit.
Noting my use of real characters in fictional work, in 2006, Mr. Pigov approached me to bring out an edition of Hundwasser’s The Nose, with his corrective annotations. Unbridled Books was persuaded to publish their first offering in annotated-book format, with Hundwasser’s original text and its now-classic drawings by Delia Robinson reproduced on the left-hand page, and Pigov’s voluminous commentary -- indexed to Hundwasser -- on the right. I was pleased to provide some editorial remarks on the complexities as I understand them.
As the contemporary plague rages, it is important for the public to understand plague doctors like Alexei, their motivations, and practices. And if there are any single women interested in contacting Mr. Pigov, they can reach him through Fred Ramey at Unbridled Books.
Read review: The Nose Knows
Cover review: Most Coveted Covers
Skulk
(2009)

While Skulk is funny, I actually wrote it to try for an end run around the censorship of any but jingoistic or breast-beating treatments of the event. I've been doing a lot of study of 9/11 issues , and it's pretty clear to me that at the very least, the official story is a crock, and much remains to be explored and followed up.
Skulk follows the (mis-)fortunes of a pair of activists who want to create a teaching moment for America by reproducing, on a comically small scale in Wichita, the collapse of the World Trade Center buildings -— to demonstrate the impossibility of the official story, and along the way, to get Kansas to secede from America.
“Skulk” is Teresa Lee Skulkington of the Connecticut Skulkingtons -- an Ann Coulter-like figure who, over the course of the book, hooks up with Richard Gronsky, a history professor at the U of Kansas, and the team of Gronsky & Skulk spends much time stalking a department store Santa who seems to be more than he appears. (Turns out he's a CIA demolitions expert, stalking them in turn.) Their plan is to steal a Cessna from the Wichita plant, and fly it into the tallest building in Wichita (13 stories), parachute out, and hold a press conference prior to the building's coming down. The CIA, of course, has the last laugh.
John Brown writes G&S three letters from the grave, and there's lots of good stuff about midwest culture and weirdo types in general, Humperdinck, spycraft, areonautics, skydiving, demolition, and flight training using SadoSoft software. Also an ode to the ampersand.The websites Gronsky & Skulk list in their calls to the people are real, and if curious readers check them, they'll have access to some scary information.
Some other things you’ll find in Skulk are:
-- a political attack on the concept of Santa Claus
-- Oscar Wilde’s Utopia
-- a dialogue between Richard Gronsky, himself, and Karl Marx
-- the difficulties of making a quill pen in contemporary America
-- how to smuggle pot past Homeland Security
-- how to take down four men, two of them armed
-- Department of Homeland Pathology
-- the world’s first all-year department store Santa, complete with jingles
-- a dissertation on what Kansans love
-- high on acid and the Grateful Dead
-- a short history of Bleeding Kansas
-- a Valentine ode to the ampersand
-- Jesus and political weirdness in Mullinville, KA
-- trailing, evading and bugging 101
-- a Brechtian adaptation of Hansel & Gretel
-- exposition on Skull & Bones
-- Kansan Indian anthropologist on PC towards Indians, Kansas Indians, and a Norwegian story of the devil
-- Santa on the world-sickness and its possible cure
-- a middle-east address attacked by yarmulka-ed clowns, and descending into melee, with lab experiments in the latest methods of crowd control
-- technical clues to cyber-nontraceability
-- some beautiful writing on skydiving, based on AUTHOR EXPERIENCE!
-- flight training software from Sadosoft, a pedagogical breakthrough.
Like most of my books, Skulk is a combination of comedy weirdness, sadness, and cultural critique.
Work Yet-To-Be-Published
Tsim-Tsum
Artwork by Delia Robinson

Anyway, God is living in a ’96 Hyundai, having returned to check out his creation. He doesn’t like what He sees or hears on the recalcitrant radio which comes on at will reporting news from the 14th to the 20th century.
So He decides to do a second tsim-tsum, in order to give humanity a little more room for its improvement. There are four chapters (each prefaced by a drop cap Y, H, W, and H). In the first He eats his tail and legs; in the second, His arms; in the third, His torso; and in the fourth, His head — an ingenious topological trick. In this last chapter, He is visited by Death and the Death Orchestra, who populate the airbag. As He finally disappears, Cheshire-catlike, into his own smile (or grimace) we don’t know whether tsim-tsum has been achieved, or simply the death of God.
When the Gods Come Home to Roost
When his 35-year old trophy girlfriend, Demi, dumps 65-year old Max, a classicist at Berkeley, he decides to attempt to actualize some of the Greek and Roman myths he has been teaching for four decades, specifically the one in which Aphrodite transforms Phaon from an ugly old man into a beautiful youth. He accepts the (mephistophelian) offer from a plastic surgeon in his UU congregation to turn him into a genuine 17-year old through a combination of surgery, hormonal therapy, nutritional therapy, psychotherapy and yogic practice. The rejuvenation succeeds, and for the acid test, Max enrolls at the private high school attended by Zoe, Demi’s daughter, a young woman he had raised to be the daughter he always wanted. They fall in love — as well they might, being so perfectly matched. The moral status of this relationship is challenging. Max, after all, has been changed. He is really 17, not her erstwhile stepfather, but an appropriate, non-blood related, first lover. But maybe he’s not really 17. You get the issue. Lots of interesting classics and music stuff on the path. A plastic surgeon you wouldn’t want to meet in a dark alley.
The Good Doctor

-- Guillotin, of course, a physician member of the National Assembly, involved in many important happenings, including the Tennis Court Oath. He found the Tennis Court.
-- Nicolas Pelletier, the first victim, or "patient", as he was sometimes called, since the new beheading machine was seen as a humanitarian medical intervention in the technique of dealing death.
-- Father Pierre, the curé who accompanies Pelletier in his last days, a man torn between his religious commitment, and an equally strong commitment to the poor and their revolution.
-- Sanson, the famous executioner of Paris who, 9 months later would execute the king and retire from remorse. Quite a character, this guy.
-- Tobias Schmidt, builder of the new machine, a German piano maker working in Paris, a freethinker predicting the Terror which will follow, but allowing himself to initiate it. The revolution, after all, had reduced the sale of pianos.
Various other interesting figures briefly appear: Damiens, Mozart, Mesmer, Louis XVI, deSade, Marat, Robespierre, Demoulins among them.
The eighteenth century narrative is in several sections, each introduced by an essay in my voice, the first on five-ness and Pentagons; a second on hope and utopia; a third on revolutionary violence; a fourth on capital punishment; and an afterword, "Both Victim and Executioner", a reflection on why capital punishment persists in the US. My hope is that the book NOT be seen -- and pigeon-holed -- as a "historical novel", but rather as a novelistic meditation on a contemporary conundrum using an eighteenth century lens.