09/06/09 23:01
August was quite the up and down month for me. Just in
how I feel. Sometimes great, sometimes not so. I've had
weeks where I biked to work every day, and weeks where
I didn't bike at all.
But here we are in September. Which always starts with
a bang. Its weird to think I've been here a year. And
still only have one or two friends I hang out with on a
regular basis. But that's ok. I'm making some progress.
Feeling a maudlin tonight. Just looked it up. According
to the dictionary it means : Self-pityingly or
tearfully sentimental, often through drunkenness. I'm
not drunk. Not really self-pitying either. In a "blah"
sort of way. Isn't it weird how you can use blah to
describe a mood? Really. Blah: Used to substitute for
actual words in contexts where they are felt to be too
tedious or lengthy to give in full. Interesting. But
what word could I use for the more appropriately. Eh...
just thinking about it has made me a little happier. I
was surprised to find blah in the dictionary though.
Time to make a pizza.