sometimes i tell myself
ive got a lot to learn
i drain another well
to me its no concern
i find my body tears apart
the more i try to have some fun
sometimes i sit and wonder why




at times i hate myself
i am not all i want
i train another cell
to be the way im not
consumed by what i think i want
watching these things all slip away
sometimes i sit and wonder why




time flies when things go well
when i live in my dreams
is this real i cant tell
when i am fast asleep
some days i wake up from this dream
seems like i learn nothing at all
sometimes i sit and wonder why do your dreams
only exist in your mind
or will they ever come true
do your dreams
only exist in your mind
yeah im talking to you