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Fuck it all!!!

So really, I think this is my new motto. And if you get upset about that then I do apologize. I have no wish to offend, and I mean ‘fuck it all’ in the nicest possible way, even if that seems impossible. It isn’t meant for you, it just works for me to let go and keep a smile on my face.

I have gone through some strange and terrible shit these last few years of my life, and it has changed me to a huge degree. But I am still the loving caring person I was, and mostly I have softened. But sometimes I just have to say “fuck it all”.

Not the people, never the people, just the crap. I love people, (even if I am slightly antisocial) my family, my friends, all that. I just hate the crap and the drama. So I made the choice to skip it:-)

And this year has truly been good though as I have made new relationships/friends and thru them I am truly blessed.

As for school, its a long story and one I won’t tell here, but I think one of these days I might go back, but for now I’m back to the carpentry thing and I like it. And best of all, its a low nonsense job and I love that.

Ah, and then I had the audacity to go get inked and the reactions are priceless, from the mild disappointment (and a tiny bit of disgust) of family, to the shocked looks of co-workers, to the admiration and jealousy of friends. Good times for sure, and it just reinforces that I will live my life for God, then for my kids, and then for me. Maybe/hopefully I’ll find someone to share my life with and then I’ll add them in but for now that point is moot.

And why bother trying to please everyone? Because no matter what, you just can’t. Some I can, and some I will, but for the vast majority I don’t see the need to try, because it doesn’t make them happy, and it doesn’t matter to me.

So really, why not fuck it all?

Barry

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