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With the passing of time I noticed that - in the mass of email messages that I get on a certain basis (not as many as you might think but many more than I would have ever imagined!) there is a conspiquous amount of text that contains pretty much the same questions. Considering that a big page of my life can be considered turned in some terms, I wanted to gather some of the most frequent questions and details in this part of my site. I understand that some of you might consider this the tiniest, most useless part of the web but for some reason - which should be asked to those who read and not to the one who writes - I have the feeling that some others are going to have a lot of fun reading this ASCII digression. Beware: Be prepared to face lots of " ", - -, ( ), and too few ¶ (new paragraphs!, not 3.14..!) ..oh, and TYPOS!
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| About me | |||||||
Easy to answer but hard to keep short and simple (too good the web does not run out of virtual paper..yet). I was born in Firenze, Italy and I started to play keyboards only at 13. Before that, the whole concept of music, bands, instruments, radios etc. could have disappeared from this dimension as we perceive it and - to me - it would have been not one hair different. I started playing keyboards by myself after my grandmother gave me a small keyboard (whose brand I do not remember and NO, it is not listed in my gear history lists) as Christmas present. So I guess I could define myself as a keyboardist from my very beginning! Anyway I did not have any idea of what I was triggering but I could more or less easily have ideas about how it was sounding. My parents got me some books (something like "piano for young dummies" or "from dummies to musicians" or "my very first keyboard...and I am a dummy") but I never sat there to study them (they did not have pictures! can you believe that? outrageous!). I started right after this experience though as one of my closest friends called me to play, just because "hey, everybody here is playing something somewhere". So this all started, I took piano lessons from that very afternoon and never stopped since them. I guess the serious part now would be focusing on all the different methods I received, their objectives and results..but hey who needs to know them now that I said I did not start when I was 3?
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| Years of formation | |||||||
Carlos Campos (who has been my teacher in these years at Musician Institute) once told me that "the student attitude" is probably the best you can ever have in your life as a musician: considering yourself as someone who "has arrived" somewhere in music makes you loose focus and humility, therefore preventing you from evolving as a musical mind. This was part of his answer to my question, being: "what happens and how do you feel the moment your formal training finishes? and is there such a moment?". I guess I wrote this to explain how I feel now. My formal training has come - inevitably - to an end with my graduation from MI here in Los Angeles and while confessing that I have my twisted plans to continue studying by myself I must say that nothing feels exactly the same after 11 years of constant lessons etc. Getting back on topic (btw this is a small present you get for reading this far, since I can pretty much digress for as long as I want here..) here is what I see when I turn back at the time I begun studying music: First of all, before I forget: NO, noone in the family was or is a musician..just a very supportive family (and a person with a strong and determined passion, which is me). Private lessons in modern and classical piano from 1994 to somewhen in 1995-96. My teachers were husband and wife, by the name of Roberto de Certo and Elisa Capocchia. Great teachers and good people, even if I wasn't studying that much sometimes. Things I remember from these years: technique was easy, improvising was iMPOSSIBLE (I thought I could have never improvised in my life), I had my first espresso coffee during a lesson and I got all nervous and shaky (good old caffeine! forgive me for not loving you at the time!), I subscribed to the italian copyrights protection society (yup, SIAE) and took the admission test in a small room in their offices near the famous Dome in Firenze. I also remember the first gigs with my band in Tuscany countryside, where we were playing for a pizza or some pasta! Rehearsals were awesome: nobody knew anything (or very little) about his instrument so there was no way anyone could bash or limit the other person by saying "do this and do that". It might seem stupid but this was one of the best, fertile enviroments we could have ever been at that time! From 1996 to 2002 I studied with Filippo Martelli (touring keyboardist for Raf, Laura Pausini, Marco Masini and other great italian pop artists). I think it was around 2001 that I started studying classical piano more seriously with M.o Giuseppe Tanzini. Things I remember of those years: my great friendship with Filippo, the times I followed him during tours, recordings and band rehearsals. I also remember my Solfeggio exams at the Conservatory (wanna talk about something scary and the definition of "badass"? :)) I remember my high school years and the following ones as a university student..can you believe that? I wasn't doing bad at all btw! I also remember being screwed up for a job by someone who I thought it was a good friend of mine and I also remember...my trip to Amsterdam! (wait, do I remember that?) From 2002 to 2005 things are not too "black and white" but hey, lots of strong moments in my family, with my girlfriend, with new-found friends (including the great Dann Glenn, whose spirit, strenght and character are still a reference to me, thanks for everything Dann..you were right!) I think those were the years where I had to leap and just leap, you know like when you are on the trampoline in your swimming pool and there is nothing else to do but jump into the water. So here I am now I guess: in the water I was looking from above years ago..and let me tell you: it feels deep, that's true..but it also feels really warm.
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| Influences, all of them | |||||||
I already said I couldn't care less about music when I was a kid..seriously I was the kind of kid that had to invent something to come up with an answer to the "what's your favourite music?" question. I know there can be others like me, if you are out there, please let me know!! Things changed when I started to play and got all turned on to keyboardists etc. so I guess I can now sincerely point out the following list of people who influenced me along my musical path until now..most definitely there are going to be hundreds more in the near future but, for the moment I'd say I like Andy Summers, Pat Metheny, Lyle Mays, Prince, Medeski Martin and Woods, Mike Finnegan, Joey de Francesco, Jimmy Smith, Pat Martino, Dan Ross, Nils Petter Molvaer, AIR, Mark Mothersbaum, Alva Noto, Jeff Beck, Chick Corea, Bill Evans, Miles Davis, Benny Golson, Michael Brecker, Dann Glenn and Jeff Berlin, Michael Manring, Brian Bromberg, Steve Vai, Brett Garsed, Derek Sherinian and Planet X, Jens Johansson, Jordan Rudess' solo stuff (especially Rudess/Morgenstein Project), Liquid Tension Experiment, FourPlay, Eddie Jobson, Allan Holdsworth, Al di Meola, Dave Weckl, Steve Weingart, David Sancious, Eminem, U2, some stuff by REM, some Frank Zappa, Chet Baker, Frank Sinatra, Ella Fitzgerald, Ray Charles, Dee Dee Bridgewater, Kip Winger, Michel Petrucciani (I absolutely love his playing) and Sting. Oh yes, I absolutely love Sting's music maybe over everything else. Well this is a partial list but, shouldn't we move on? There are dozens of names coming out of my mind while I write the previous ones..but I guess I will stop here for now ;)
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| What where when? | |||||||
My very first keyboard was small and had yellow round soft buttons for percussions sounds. I can't remember the brand but it was awesome..actually much better than some new keyboards out these days, I believe. My grandma gave me that as a Christmas gift and look what it started :) I got a bigger keyboard (it was for rent), kinda klanky and crashy but working..then after a while I bought my teacher's keyboard, it was a GEM ..piano-something, I can't really remember what it was but it was ok for that time, even too much than I could handle I think eheh. After that I got an MU-50 and a Fatar Studio900 (the one with the flightcase! Stylish eh? :))..I then changed the MU-50 for an Alesis QSR the year after..I remember I chose to stay home and not go with my class to ski on the mountains in order to buy the QSR :) I got all kind of bad words thrown at me for that of course :)As amp I bought a Fender Passport..that thing is cool! delivers quite its goods I should say, and has a nice crips sound rather than most other gushy speakers. I started recording my own songs on a PC laptop using Cakewalk (can't remember what version), some kind of Creative Sound Blaster, the Studio 900 controller hooked up to the QSR. It was 1994/95 and I had a lot of time in my hands (that's your fault! you all were busy with girls!). Too good that noone of you can listen to what I did "back in the days" which wasn't actually that bad but eheh it is good to spare anyway. I even performed live playing over my own sequences. I used this method to write songs for my wannabe band as well even if we never did anything more than rehearsing. Uneuclydean Expressions was recorded in 1998/1999 entirely with a K2500x and a Mac with Digital Performer. It was mixed and mastered outside of my home studio though. Feelings Unnoticed was recorded in a couple weeks, Fall 2002. I was lucky enough to be endorsed by PostPiano and I used their Grandioso Steinway library, with Gigasampler on a dedicated PC and Logic on my Macintosh. Still played on my K2500x. Those three piano songs (which make the demo "Touch") were recorded using my K2500x (beloved Piano Expansion Board!) and Logic. They were ALL recorded on the fly with a couple hours of preparation before each track. Pretty impressive to say the truth, at least considering my wanky pianistic skills and almost NO midi editing, guys (as - I have to say that - usual for me). The songs from the "Rock Fusion" demo see the gorgeous appearance of my Clavia rig (these keyboards really kick some serious behind!). Nord Lead 3 and Nord Electro 2. The marvellous drums sound is all from Natural Studio KIT7. That's right: even the snare sound you hear in Horizon and those great toms and cymbals come from Natural Studio KIT7. Those recordings were made on a PC laptop on Cubase SX 3 and a Tascam US-122. I know that most of you - while reading this - said "PC recording stuff sucks" somewhere along the line..but you might want to take it back (at least I did). Again it is a proof that - no matter what you have - is how you use it that matters (and THAT is valid for other stuff than music, right?). Another common question: what did you use to load NSKIT? Native Instruments Battery, which is still to me the best for drums libraries you can get..damn cheap as well considering what it does (multiple outputs for drum parts = COOL). With this same rig I also recorded "The gateway", my collaboration for Cory's project: "The Frame". I can't remember what I used for the "Midnight Orbit" bass sound, however (too lazy to go look), but that was made at the time of my K2500x/Logic/Mac rig. Another common question: have I used any external effects to my Nord Lead 3 patches (especially lead sounds)? yes and no. Yes: I used a LXP-5 for delays on my leads and No: I did not use a JD10, although I had two of them (along with various other junky stuff). I tried the JD10 with the Nord Lead and I got some AWESOME sounds, really, but then I managed to use the Nord Lead without it and I got the same patches with even better results (read: expression, character, body, etcetc.). Bass sounds? Nord Lead 3 or Organ bass from the Nord Electro 2. You are right. Another important thing I am happy about: NO MIDI on all those "Rock Fusion" demos. I mean it drastically: I did not have midi cables in my studio so I recorded everything audio directly..now this led to some latency issues which led to bad comments about my sense of timing (which might even be WAY WORSE than that, btw) but everything was fixed afterwards and the bad mp3s were replaced (at least, I think!). I must thank Jens and Anders Johansson along with Allan Holdsworth for making such great music and allowing me to play a little over it (in the hope they did not feel offended by my miserable results compared to theirs). Same goes to Brett Garsed and TJ Helmerich for their taste and skills in making other great music (which led to my keyboard transcription of Loch Rannoch solo by Brett). For my video scoring projects, that's another story: those were made in MI and I used PowerMac G5s, Edirol controllers and Logic 6/7 (lots of Logic virtual instruments and lots of sound libraries). In April 2005 I caught some good chances on the fly and I added a Korg Trinity and a Roland JD-800 to my rig (which where then lately sold again). Wonderful synthesizers..the way they sound confirms me that there is no need to spend thousands of dollars on new keyboards..they just don't cut it as these old ones do. But that's just my 2 cents, you are free to misbelieve until you hear the results :) oh and yes: I did copy-paste from my messageboard. 05/25/06 update: Some new tunes are available and they still refer to older fake album titles such as "Rock/Fusion" etc. - still: they do not feature the same exact rig. Considering how beautifully my Nord Stage sounds, it is almost a must for me to specify that: The CSI NY remake I did features a lot of Nord Lead 3 and Stage sounds; Irony features my Nord Stage for its piano sound (the regular Yamaha C7 close v2.1 sample set) and my Nord Lead 3 for that GR-300 emulation lead sound; Rebel Wings features my Nord Stage for those synth moogish sounds and for those growly and grindy organ pads. The electric guitar patch comes from Logic Sculpture but it's layered with a lead sound I made on my Nord Lead 3. Drums are still NSKIT7. I recorded all the tracks dry from my Stage but then I didn't like the reverbs I was getting from Logic, so I ended up re-recording those tracks with their onboard reverb effects. Same goes for Irony piano effects, which was directly bounced from the Stage to the audio track. Actually, the whole track was improvised (exception made for the theme).
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| Customized stands | |||||||
This is another one that is getting more and more popular these days. I received four similar emails only in the last week, so let's give it some bells and whistles: Tadaaaaa THE CUSTOM STANDS THREAD! oh beautiful! oh sublime! oh superhuman! finally all the hidden secrets nobody ever told you..or probably just a lot words and no real sense..let's find it out together, by reading the next lines! People keep asking me about Vali-X Scarab stands..lots of questions, just a couple easy explanations: The Scarab stand idea was born one day while talking to a dear friend of mine: gave him some ideas about the general concept and we slowly put it into something more real than we could have imagined. Provided his skills, resources and time he built me a prototype for just the heck of having fun with it. He decided to go on and improve it before releasing to the general public but patents obligations and routines, resources, time schedules etc. drove him off this task. As a result there is no official situation on Scarab supports and nothing can be really said but that the idea is still going to be developed in an unknown, close-or-far future. The idea behind the stand was for it to be able to rotate and tilt while holding one keyboard (my Nord Lead 3 premiered the inauguration). A lot still needs to be done and who knows what will be actually done. Pictures of it? no. There aren't any available because this friend of mine explicitly told me not to show it to the public as he was afraid of having his idea stolen. Nobody ever saw it but a few selected personalities :) and please do not ask me to release pictures "just for your private and discrete eye". As of yet there are no plans of releasing or resuming work on the stand so everything is ON PAUSE, therefore replying to "how it works" is pretty useless in my opinion. The overall idea was to have a stand that could tilt, rotate and fold into something not that taller than 2 feet. I am NOT related to the manufacturer in any way so there is no way I can give you a free Scarab just by asking me..in fact: they do not exist yet! Also if you contacted them and they did not reply or the site is down or "why there are no more updates on the situation" etc. please understand that by contacting me about these matters nothing is going to get solved or brought up to speed (except maybe for email accounts). Another die-hard topic is related to my custom Ultimate stands. I am not endorsed by Ultimate Support nor represent their products in any way: it is just something I like to use because I think it is good and better than other stuff, period.
Ok now the next thing that I can see coming is a whole discussion about "who invented the tilted way of playing keys" and "how safe/good/cool it is to play it that way". Personally the only persons I saw playing with the crooked stand trick were Jens Johansson and Derek Sherinian. You will be amazed to know that one time while watching a home-made collection of great old-school funk live shows (recorded by my teacher Soleh) I saw a black guy in all of his early '70s beauty with a crooked minimoog. So who knows who invented it? If you discover more let me know!
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| Mentors and more | |||||||
I would not be the person and the musician I am without the people who loved me in all these years and that means my family and my girlfriend. Nobody ever asked me the complete list of people I studied with, but I will act like I received a lot of requests for this and I will list them more or less randomly..in all sincerity I have no way of finding out who was the one who gave me the most. Please note that the list could be considered partial but I wanted to keep the occasional master classes and seminars out. I do not like to put one-time experiences as they were something consistent and formative..yes I had great moments of musical enlightenment (Brett Garsed and Kenny Werner were two of the greatest ones) but I wanted to list here the more consistent-in-time mentors I had: For the italian period:
For the american period:
as a constant figure of "non-teacher", great guide and friend who supported me and helped me in my travelling, both physical and musical, I have to thank Dann Glenn for all the great conversations we had and for the time he spent next to me with his great presence and spirit. It is very true that physical distance can do little to hold the light and beauty of great persons.
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(click here if you want to jump to the mp3s directly) Synth sounds are cool. Well, not all of them.. but the fact itself that one can tailor new and personalized timbres makes them a lot of fun: there is a lot of interest among keyboardists for learning new ways to tweak their machines, getting that rare stompbox nobody wanted before (AND gets vultured on eBay like crazy), buying new gear with new avant-garde sound generation methods. On top of that, the phobic and never ending search for knowledge. How many email messages did we send to our favourite, talented and unreachable keyboards-player hero? (even if you're one of those who go writing in their bios that they don't have heroes, yeah right). I didn't get a lot of requests or questions about this topic in particular, I must tell you the truth. I mean, generally speaking noone asked me the typical "how do you" for my sounds. Maybe it happened but we'll pretend my brain cells did a "format c:". Anyway..how does it sound like? Considering the hours of sleep that I loose tweaking and playing these machines, it is almost impossible to get a snapshot of what I want my patch to sould like. By the time you read this it could have been changed a dozen times already (I have an incredible amount of backup patches everywhere in cds, hard disks etc.). Not everything is lost though, at least you can have a pretty good idea by listening to this new mp3 (and this is not the original file that was posted here so as you see..things keep changing!). This tone comes from my Nord Lead 3 with no external effects such as pedals and rack effects, although I have an Alesis Microverb for the usual meat and potatoes effects. I guess the most direct influences of this lead sound are Jens Johansson's Polysix Lead in "Heavy Machinery" and "Fission", Allan Holdsworth's tone in "All Night Wrong" and (some) "Metal Fatigue" and Al Di Meola's "Tour De Force Live", all mixed and dressed by Jan Hammer's great lead sounds. I recently bought a Morley JD10 for a friend (I had a couple of them in the past, sold them and now it comes back again..) but he hasn't showed up yet..probably by the time you read this I'll have decided to keep it for me. It's a really great preamp/stompbox unit and it seems to be a very rare find these days (a rather overpriced one as well, actually). I keep getting emails from people looking for its user manual..I don't remember how I found it (heavy Googling maybe?) but, anyway: here it is available for download! I use this pedal to brighten the sound a little bit and get some more gain with a subtle distortion. It's really great at that because it adds body without making the sound too heavy on low frequencies or fuzzy on high ones. I prefer to use it as a send rather than an insert but ok, I am just splitting hairs now. Almost forgot: should you want to have and play the solo sound you heard above, you can download the patch if you want (it's in .syx format, it's only going to work on a Nord Lead 3). I would appreciate any feedback or hey: if you improve it don't forget to let me hear! :) I have a lot (hundreds, literally) of other custom sounds I made but it would take me too long to list them all and make demos. Hopefully you will hear them here and there in my music. Some of them suck, some of them are really good. Actually most of them are good because the other ones usually get deleted. |
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What kind of music do you play? What is your favourite genre?
Is it really true you had lessons with Derek Sherinian?
What kind of idea and relation do you have with acoustic pianos? Where can I buy "Cutting the Edge"?
Are you one of those freaks who spend their lives away from the society playing a lot with no human relations?
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| Best of the vest! | |||||||
I chose MI because it has an approach to music studies which is interesting and stimulating to me not to forget two important elements: the amazing musicians teaching in the school and the possibility of sharing life, customs and experiences with people from all over the world. Broadening your musical and human sight is really important for me. The fact that I recommend the school or not to anyone is completely futile: what I recommend you is to give the best and push your improvement to the max as it's the only way to really nail down and absorb the elements for becoming a professional musician. From this point up choosing one school or the other is secondary, there are lots of institutes that can give you all the elements to improve your skills, but it's how you relate with yourself that is important in my opinion.
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| A life a movie ? | |||||||
It's 23.09pm of April the 5th 2004 and I still have to get some sleep..but I promised myself to update the FAQ with this question today. Let me tell you something about all of this: on thing is what you imagine and one thing is what you get. There's way less space for enjoying movie-like moments in this lifestyle, this is what I understood. You leave your place, your family, your loves just to run into a dusty unknown hotel. The place is so strange that even getting a taxi is like a treasure hunt. Everything runs around you while you don't even get why you are there. You learn to understand that imagination and reality are more than different..and you have plenty of time for thinking about that while you try to find a house that suits. I'm being so tragical yet I have to say that my situation was even better than the average: I had my girlfriend here for six months so we shared EVERYTHING this place gave us..a lot of hard situation were sweetened by the fact that you don't feel to have lost everyone and everything because some of the things you love are just there next to you. But you are 14 airplane-time hours ahead and you start realizing aliens could really be around you (just by looking at people behaviours). Yes, there is something you can enjoy, like walking in the airport with your keyboard gig bag while people (suspiciously!) look at you or you can tell a lot of blablabla to people who know nothing about your journey. Men, that's hard though, compared to the real deal that you get..not to forget that, thanks to some poopheads up there sitting in the governments and to some others doing their holy wars you are just in the middle of the nutcracker..you're the one who really gets strangled and you better forget about this or you'll get paranoid. Then after six months I had to face today's day and fly alone for the first time to LA..you really get your chance to focus on something, something for more than 10 hours..deal! Not to consider that everything you've done with the person you love now gets modified by the flavour of doing it all by yourself..so you dump in your ears some pound of classical music and relax for a while..relaxing is good if you consider that you've been crying for the past 4 hours in front of pretty much every woman and man available on the deck. While your family and girlfriend give their contribute to crying, you try and call with your mobile phone..which doesn't work at first and then it almost gets itself captured and disabled by Mr. Stuart. You fake sleeping a bit, you eat something, drink a lot of red wine, then spend your time in the best way (to get an idea you should watch this video continuously for ten hours). Getting off the plane you start thinking that you are alone but then here they come a lot of people asking what are you doing here and there, then your luggage doesn't arrive so you start thinking "wow, happened again??" but there it is! you take your breath again and get out of the imperial spaceport (the airport)..there are lots of strange people holding small tags with absurd names written on them..these really put a smile back on your face..but your mobile phone doesn't work so you pay ten dollars for a 7minutes card that you go and use on a public phone. Family and love advised you head for home, take a taxi and spend 45 minutes (and 57 dollars) going as fast as a mad rocket through the freeway. Once you get back home there are some bills that pretend to be payed and a big, silent apartment that once was always containing the person you love..this time noone answers but you try and feel good anyway. A couple hours later you're in front of your laptop and you're grateful that you have internet friends and you don't worry about being a computer nerd because this time, it completely saves your ass. Driiin! Pizza delivery arrives and you put your square pizza next to your computer. Remember that your Pepsi bottle will fall at least once on the carpet and then everything will be peaceful. Some television will let you sleep better. And this is the life of a touring musician? nope! it's the life of a STUDENT guy who pays for playing music hehe, isnt' that amazing? once you'll get on a van driving for hours to get to the place in which you'll play live that will be ANOTHER pair of hands.....so as you see there is a lot of stuff that goes onto your head at this time. Being far from the person you would like to be always next to isn't a great thing, especially if she suffers from that..you don't feel good when thinking that it's your fault etc.etc. it's a web of sentences and theories that I won't explain now. Let it be said that if you asked for it, it will get back to you like a cannonball. There are good sides too, I can't deny that..musically you find a lot of improvement from the school, from listening to what other people do and from expanding your personal views as a man (BEST thing ever if you want to be distinsguished from scimpanzé).When you put your hands on the keyboard, with your sound loaded up ready to rock and your favourite distortion pedal glowing red ready to re-invent harmonics and make people talk talk talk talk about how sinner you are in destroying the virginity of your synthesizer's output 1/4" holes..when you do this you're the absolutely king and whatever you want to express in yourself to say "thanks life!" comes out easily. On the other side, however, life is this fascinating yet sometimes terryfing amount of variables and chaos that will always embrace you like mud, sometimes like rain or clouds, sometimes like a vague sense of loneliness. As Dann told me: "listen to the voice you love and you'll get home". Good luck my friends.
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What am I going to write..an essay on modern society? What is this space going to become..a group therapy bulletin board? well no rest assured, none of this (although it has some mental institutes similarieties right? :)) In the last couple of days I noticed that a lot of people talk about emulation and status-symbol. This directly goes on top of the actual emulation process which seems to run independent from its analysis. As a matter of fact I've seen the whole emulation phenomenon being exploited more and more these days in whatever way it was possible. Couldn't I just shut up and play? well I guess so but this comfortable chair has to get some credits as well..hence the following: Common, accepted fact: one of the most important parameters (if not the most important one) by which we judge others is success. Success brings acceptance from other society members, therefore means respect and network. It means recognizable distinction of superiority. Successful beings relate and socialize with other successful beings therefore building a strong connection between filtered/higher individuals. Not only: success places the individual in a higher rank of work-placement and since our societies are heavily regulated on the concept of work/job, success means almost inevitably money. Even if we are not considering a capitalistic/consumistic approach of success, therefore excluding money as a distinctive product of success, we can anyway easily state that success is power. Power in various degrees, one of which is inevitably influence. Successful people can use success to manipulate certain beliefs, thoughts and concepts to the position they expose or endorse. It should be said that the successful person has a stronger method of influencing because it is most likely going to be not-oppressive. We are not talking about a tyrant who forces you to believe something: most people in our society make the first step in following the successful ones and therefore get influenced without even noticing it. Things that they would have never tought about or believed now become so clear and true. While the successful one ignores the mass and lives in his own enjoyment (this is what the mass sees from its point of view of course, everything is relative though..), the mass acts by completely knowing every detail of their alter-ego (alter=other, ego=himself, the identity). The range of behaviours for people in the "mass" varies from character to character. It is frequent to see hardcore personalities feel "ok" to be compeltely submissive in regards of their idol. Not only: they get sort of defensive and try to protect the successful individual by attacking or acting as shields against those who criticize their personality of reference. This happens in music as well, just like in any other aspect of our society. Expensive houses and cars are not the only proof of success. For some people cars do no make the difference, but a guitar or how fast you can play do..or how well you can ball or swim, how many butterflies you collected, how many books you read, how many "A"s you got, how many consoles you own, how big your TV is, or your genitals are..the list is endless. We all criticize the bad habits of another individual only to discover that we just have different habits but same interest in these status-symbols. Status-symbols indeed: icons which carry the inner element for that level-gain, that rank earning metamorphosis. For the same of definition of "symbol", the run for the icon is most of the time useless. We can all easily agree that someone is a terrible driver once we have visual proof of his terrible skils. Now what would we think of him if he drives a Formula One car..we won't be able to change that thought in our head because the experience of actually seeing his disasters will always pop up as a reminder. The mistake is to believe that the Wizard's powers are in its sceptre while the true Wizard drives his own energie from himself and needs no objects to cast his spells. Ok so now this seems practically clear for you but there are some very amazing things that make us behave the way we do. Let's go back to the terrible driver with the new Ferrari: there will be some people that - no matter the experience of the terrible driving he just had - will feel bothered, disturbed, pissed off from seeing that the guy now has a Ferrari. Feeling disturbed is a feeling that stands completely far from what we were talking about. What is the matter with that? we could see that guy in any situation imaginable, he would still just suck. And that wouldn't be a judgement, just a plain fact with no emotions, nor bad or good ones.. but there is still someone who hates that guy for that Ferrari..and that comes from the same society parameters which built success and status-symbols. In fact, the only reason why we are bothered is the understanding that he will LOOK successful to the ignorant people. How come he possesses a Ferrari and I don't even if I am a great driver? It is clear that he does not deserve it. There you have all the brainstorming set of strong feelings against others and the sick schemes of society. The concept that "most people get what they do not deserve" and that there are "honest and fantastic people who get to live in the underground of society ranks because society just has its own sick rules" and "they do not want to get dirty so they prefer the unkown-but-pure style" probably rings a bell to most of you. There is all kind of sick stuff there, I probably just opened, with the above statements, the dirtiest and most vicious sides of some minds. Easy to explain: Success can be defined by the following mathematical fraction:
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just like in ever fraction, success can be increased in two ways: by increasing the achievements or by lowering the efforts. People with little achievements but almost no efforts will have bigger success than those with more achievements but a lot of efforts. I had the chance to talk about this with a psychologist who specializes in mathematic approaches to analysis, rather than being the classical analyst we all know (a la Freud): she confirmed that this equation includes two variables that are are only regulated by the individual itself. In the middle, however, right where you cannot see it, there is a complex texture of human interactions that make that final result achievement/effort possible. Efforts are put into the complex machine of society and they eventually become achievements. So this theory has to include the fact that the a lot of random - or determined - events can alter the fraction. I guess the human mind and its twisted schemes understood this. With how our world goes these days and how people relate to careers, promotions, auditions etc. status-symbols and "pole positions" placements are a sick priority for most minds. Lacking one of more kinds of strenght, be it economical, psychological, spiritual, intellectual, instinctual or physical, some individuals had a brilliant idea: you can be first by actually running faster than the others or you can be it anyway by having everybody run slower than you! This easier and more convenient plan devoured and still devours a lot of people in our society, to the point that some individuals (this psychologist, well aware of statistics etc., pointed out that it was the majority) build their own lives on the demolition or hijacking of the lives of others. Hence what happens nowadays: most people point their finger on something that can keep them far from pointing at them. Sincerity isn't for everyone. Most people hide the truth about themselves so deep in their hearts to become convinced of the opposite. This gets mixed with the other common component in these days: having everything quickly with no efforts. Mix these two elements and you will easily see the most dangerous combination ever. At this point we can finally go back on topic: music-wise..how this all develops? 1) A lot of people buy and sell their gear according to what the latest artist is endorsing: this is all cleared by our status-symbol section. 2) A lot of people bashing others in the name of whatever music principle or common taste sensitivity they create: this was also covered, by the success theory. 3) A lot of people accusing others to be copies of others: this was all covered as well. Bottom line? Until we resign to some of the rules of our society, we are playing the game with all of its rules and we have to roll with punches. There is no way that we can make people understand that our shitty car means more than the next Porsche and there is no way that our small 500$ synthesizer is going to be understood and appreciated if noone uses it. What really matters and what really has the strenght to overcome all of this is our own idea of ourselves. The projection of our identity and tri-dimensional approach to life, our choices and the degree to whom we accept them create the external image of us that all the others experience. Buy whatever car you like, evaluate what choices can let you buy the bigger car, evaluate how much you need that car and how it will relate to you. Be inspired by other musicians, listen to them, try and steal their tricks, save money for that synth you like. It might be the most expensive, the oldest, the more rare..whatever it is, in whatever field it is, be sincere with yourself and face with sincerity what you want to head for. Believe in it and give efforts for it. With such a strong trajectory and speed, an arrow cannot deviate that much from hitting the target. Then enjoy the achievements, if you did it for yourself there won't be any possibility to compare or get compared to others. It will be you and your sincerity, your serenity, your balance and your inner realization. It will most likely be just life.
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